Shagaia's Retreat

(I try again to establish communication)

Dear Daughter,

You are still and will always be my #1 daughter. You are a part of my heart, my soul, my life! You were for so many years my bestest friend, my closest companion and I believed then as I do now that you were a super woman, and that will never change.

Sometimes tragedy draws people closer and sometimes it seems to tear tham apart. You and I have shared many of what the world calls “tragedy” and yet we have been so very blessed. For through it all we have had each other and the love and respect that we share.

I don’t really know why we are not sharing this important time together but i respect your decision and I love you dearly. I want you to know I am always here for you. I can’t fix things in your world as mothers always want to do, but I can love you through it, whatever it is.

I know that you are strong, you are invincible, you are my daughter and you can do whatever you set your mind to!!

Remember you will never in this lifetime have another mother and I will never have another #1 daughter!

Peace, Love and Light,

Your Mother

Gail Deckant aka YaYa